The definitions of hell and a nightmare= RELATIONSHIPS!!!

                                  Relationships man what can i say ... you have to really be strong! I like to think of them as a sims game.. maybe thats just the nerd in me. However they are tough. They can turn you into a different person either good or bad. For example, we have seen it all so many times the guy who is like the all time player mr. im never going to fall in love. All of a sudden this woman comes along and changes his whole outlook on life! I mean he changes everything from the friends he use to hang with and the places he use to go hang out at! It can go the same for the woman. That my friends is the good! However what about the freaken BAD! I mean you take a happy easy going sweet person and all of a sudden because of all the hardships they have suffered in the relationship, they are now like a raging bull!!! Everything upsets them. Everything is taken personally. Even when fun and greatness is right in front of them they can only think of the past and what have done to them that pissed them off!! They become this person that no one wants to hang around because when they do they know that there significant other will pop up and next thing you know they have talked to you for atleast an hour. They will never move forward and get over it, even if they find someone else. They will only just bring the bagage into the next chapter of thier life. How do i know this.. I use to be one, and im still tryna deal with it. Everytime i see my husband i either want to hug and kiss him or knee him in the grongs!!! The definitions of hell and a nightmare=RELATIONSHIPS.. please save me!! 

everydaylife/thoughts: Cant let the kids go!!!

everydaylife/thoughts: Cant let the kids go!!!: " Okay question so when is it a good time to tell your husband thath you dont want to work. That your place is here with th..."

Cant let the kids go!!!

    Okay question so when is it a good time to tell your husband thath you dont want to work. That your place is here with the kids, you know to watch them grow or what not. I mean atleast till they get in the double digits!!!! Sucks because i dont how to say it. Im not lazy or anything... just dont wana miss my kids growing up =( ... is that so much to ask. Is there anyone else out there that feels the same?? You know when he gets home from work and eats this nice meal i cooked for him.... I am going to tell him!! Thats right im just gona say it!! O lord pray for me =)

life and itself!!!

jan /27/2011

                               What can i say.. life has a funny way of teaching you things. Ive learned that you have to take the good with the bad. For example at age 15 i was told that i was so pretty that i could be a model.. at age 16 the only thing i modeled was a very pregnant belly!! I became a mom at 16, even though it was way to soon i was a very proud one. At age 20 i went to college to be a medical assitant after i graduated i learned however that no one was really hiring for that. Then i thought "maybe ill give modeling a shot yet once again". I did and many people liked/loved what they saw.. someone loved it a little to much and long and behold im pregnant again at age 21! Ha guess thats what im good at. However he married me and we have two gorgeous girls. Nylla who is three and full of energy!! Luaren who is just a month and enjoys keeping mom up all night. I am still trying to model still!!! My husband is my full supporter and is behind me all the way. I want every young mom to know that you can still live your dreams just keep pushing it is not just some old saying. I am serious! :) We can all keep trying to outsmart Life and Itself!!!